I Don’t Feel So Good
I feel like such a failure sometimes and on top of the world other times. I’m very hot and cold. I have been using weed to soothe my thoughts of frustration/anger/sadness for the last 5 months but now i’m trying to stop. All my vapes have been thrown out.
I’m not sure how much it was helping vs hurting anyway. I guess we will see. My anger is at practically everyone and everything so it is hard to avoid being triggered or not to come off as furious. It’s sad how angry I have become.